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Keluarga

2010-08-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

I was thinking of posting this on my personal private blog but then again i realized that i should share it out and maybe some of you readers might find it useful for yourself. =)

Went to meet my family after a whole 2 weeks of not seeing them as i was super busy with rehearsals. Was an emotional ride for me and my parents (my mum especially) and lotsa problem starts to rise. But i'm not here to blog about the detail that happen.

It was something that my dad said to my bf as me & my bf went out of his car that night. He said, "please look after her for me." It's not that often i hear my dad saying that especially to my bf. But the moment that touched me the most was i managed to look into his eyes as he says that. The glittery eyes that you know by any moment if he blink, tears will fall down his cheeks. Suddenly it pains me to leave that car or even to let go of his hug.

Mind you that me and my dad never had a close relationship since young. My sister and my cousins are the ones that was always hugging him and clinging on to him that even for me at the age of 18 last time, i find it weird to even kiss him on the cheeks. But now when i'm turning 21, living alone, i crave for his love, his hug and kisses.

There was this scene in FRP that is about the main character and her father. Everytime i watched that scene, i cried. (ok not literally but in my heart) The song they sang is like a message that my dad n me trying to say to each other. I dedicate that whole scene and not just that but also to any scene that i'm in to my parents, especially my dad. For believing in me and even though you are unsure that i can make it, you still let me go and give me a chance to try. Look Abah, i'm performing at the Esplanade Theatre, just like what i said to you last time when the place is still under construction.

Thank you Abah.

I love you.

p.s For those of you who still haven't got your tickets, what are waiting for? =) Show opens this FRIDAY, 20th AUGUST.

Family

2010-08-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

No matter whatever we went through, no matter how far away we are from each other..

Just remember that not a second i stop thinking about you guys.

I love you guys so much.

Loving what i'm doing now..

2010-08-03T00:57:00.003+08:00

Of course it sucks to know that you won't be able to start Musical Theatre in LASALLE College of the Arts straight away because of the moolah but i am not letting my body and mind stop from working.

Been so busy now with Fried Rice Paradise - the musical and i guess i am learning alot at every rehearsal. Singing.. dancing.. acting... even doing both together (trust me its damn hard). It's taking up most of my time (coz its whole day everyday ..well, kind of). Show is in two weeks time and all of us are so excited! Come grab your tickets! All of us work hard and you gonna enjoy it (either reminiscing the good old times or just enjoying a good laugh) Visit sistic or go to www.friedriceparadise.org.sg !

I am helping out this company in designing some stuffs. It's gonna be huge and awesome! Wait for it to hit Singapore guys! You will love him as much as i did when i first saw him. In the meantime, catch a glimpse of him in www.rayrayworld.com or youtube him at http://www.youtube.com/user/RayRayVision .

Oh, and i guess some of you now know that i'd 'relocate' myself to a better place. =)

Tokidoki @ Sephora.

2010-07-24T04:59:00.003+08:00

I really need to revamp my whole makeup set. Bought new brush sets and some eyeshadow palette.

Was fb-ing when i stumble upon the event at Butterfactory about tokidoki. Yes! Tokidoki! And sadly i'm not going as i have some other important events to attend. So to make myself feel abit better, i thought of buying something for myself form their online store when i read about this!

How awesome would it be for me to own 100% of this?! I could even put all my tokidoki makeups in this bag...

Hee...

Ok, i'm soo heading to Sephora next week to see if it's in SG. If whoever is in Japan or Milan... PLEASE get me a tokidoki. =D

x

2010-07-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

I miss being with you.

So many ways to love you...

2010-07-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

You are 1689 km away from me which is 1050 miles away. I could be there in 2 hours and 30 mins (if i can fly) to just kiss your forehead and hug you to sleep.

imy ♥ .

2010-06-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

I am very open when it comes to relationship. And i am not the type who go "i like my guy to b dat,.. or they must be this... " But i expect them to know how i feel and use their initiative to treat me right. too much to ask?

or maybe i'm the paranoid one. but its not everyday i am not ok with sumtyng.

but think abt it. what makes me so different from her?

oh yes, the fact that you can be seen with her n take lotsa pics with her while i cant.

n to add... i guess last night was really nothing special...

screw you.

end of foundation programme.

2010-05-04T01:26:00.002+08:00

Obviously blogging is one of the distractions i get when i wanna do my essay. (besides facebook & twitter)

But this blog is getting dusty and i was planning on deleting it but it holds many nice posts so i'm still thinking about it. =D

Foundation is coming to an end and i'm glad it is. I'm gonna miss my classmates, especially UD & Livi as for sure they won't be coming in next year. They prolly in other country in other performing arts prestigious schools and will forget us once they met new cool friends there. LOL!

I'm just mugging on my last essay and revising for my last paper. And both are from my history of performing arts module. Tough shit.

Musical Theatre Audition just end but i have callbacks in 2 days time. I'm just gonna have fun and 'razzle dazzle' them all over again but this time round, i'm gonna take in all the criticisms and comments and advices i get and put it to the callbacks. =)

Fags have been my friend. Yes, i know it's bad. I am trying to find a healthy way to actually handle my workload... bad eeqa.. bad... but this is temporary... i'm sure...

Life been great. I am actually loving my workload though i complain about it all the time. I love my classes, my school and those bitchy people too. =D I have time for my family, friends, girlfriends and etc..

love?

let's just say it's not my primary concern right now. But i'm definitely happy in that part. =)

2010-03-23T09:49:00.002+08:00

So many things had happened and i am beginning to lose my 'blogging vibe'. =D

Many changes in my life, many things that wakes me up. Many things i learnt, many mistakes i still repeat, many habits that needs to be change, many many many many many..

but i guess that's life...

and i am learning to EMBRACE IT..

i guess it's like my own motto in life..

Embracing..

(umar giving me the middle finger for that two words.. LOL)

such a kepo..

ok, moving on..

one thing is for sure, i am more focus than before. I can now think about myself and complete what i need to do in life.

Love can wait.

And i am turning 21 this year, so why not enjoy it? ;)

2010-03-05T15:13:00.004+08:00

i don't mean to intrude.

but i read and ..

you are leaving..

why is this tears rolling down from my eyes?

i never had a chance to kiss you and smile for you, telling you that i'll wait for you.. hold you like i'll never let you go...

have a safe journey, i will pray for you..

tired

2010-02-25T13:07:00.002+08:00

TIRED.

That's the word that always pop out in my mind. I am fighting with it. I am feeling it. I am trying to avoid it. But i am.

Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. Vocally.

I felt like all my hard work had gone to waste and i don't get to see the result of my effort.

Now i don't look forward to tomorrow. I don't look forward to doing it. My body just died on me. I can't feel that song.

I don't know why.

I guess my pms just got into me. I'm just feeling so fucked right now..

and fine fine line can go bite my ass..

Best saturday so far

2010-02-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

The alarm clock that Harris bought for the class doesn't work. I set the alarm at 7.30 am and i woke up at 8.30 am which is obviously impossible for me to reach Lee Foundation theatre at 9.15am. Then Anggerek say it starts at 10am when it's already 9.30am. So i rushed out and took the cab which costs me $17.90.

The show ends at 12.13pm and i start work at 12pm so i rush to work. And work was super hectic, it was a non stopping 5 hour work and i'm TOTALLY exhausted and the fact that i haven't been sleeping well, my eyes are really heavy... So i end at 5pm and i have to reach woodland sports complex by 6pm.

So i rush to woodland sports complex at 6.05pm and bought myself a tix to watch the floorball match between Singapore & Japan. The game just started and i can only cross the court to Mel's place after the first match. So i sat alone for awhile concentrating on the game. So SG scored the first goal, and they played 'Bad Romance'. Then Japan scored, they play 'Ketchup Song'. Go figure.

Meeting Mel makes my saturday a great one. We have so many things to catch up but so little time. Soon babe?

Now, let me have my rest before school starts on monday. Sunday, please be a relaxing one..

Then there were 12..

2010-01-29T10:47:00.003+08:00

one left at the first day of school...

Then another left cause she can't cope..

Then two left...

then there were 12..

PMS

2010-01-27T10:54:00.003+08:00

Ok, i know i've been biting people since last week. I guess i was just so upset and there are too many things to do. I'm working my ass off so i could go to school, and i'm working my ass off in school so i can get a better job in the future.

I starve, dance, sing, act and do all physical activities in school. I still plaster a smile on my face while many people around me start to show me how they feel.

I have 3 research for 3 seminars. 6 character research. 3 new songs and 4 monologues and 2 scenes to memorize. Not to mention those assignments and working at slice and those activities we did in school.

I'm so tired physically, mentally & emotionally. I rarely eat, sleep or even have time to talk to Spunkee. :'(

Ok, seriously , i know this post is very whiney. I just need to get it off my chest and it seems like i'm bad at this cause i have so many things to say but when i'm blogging, nothing came out.

And i don't need anyone to push me off the edge.

i will rip your skin apart with my teeth.

blonde

2010-01-26T01:51:00.004+08:00

I've always wanted a blonde hair. Many people mistook the blonde as really blonde. Like xiaxue's blonde. Of course, it's not that blonde. It may look good on her but it won't on me.

What i was thinking of is more brown tone kind of brown. something like beyonce once had.

And as you all know, i am trying to keep my hair long, i was thinking of getting it blonde now and once it gets super long i die it super black again.

Cause my hair is naturally damn black and naturally wavy. I find it boring and the fact that i always change my hairstyle every season (or even less) before, i am getting itchy hands now to do something with it. Then, i saw this..

seriously, i am now tempted to go to the hair salon tomorrow to get this colour.

Express Yourself:

2010-01-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

I had fun doing the shoot despite the hot and sunny weather. Now i have to apply more garnier than ever! :D

All photography by Tariq Irfaan. Check him out at irfaanphotography.blogspot.com/ . Love his work. Makeup by Aini.

Hav a good 2010 people, i'm just working my butts off in school.. but i'm loving it!

LASALLE Open House.

2010-01-15T06:58:00.004+08:00

You KNOW this is the coolest school ever in Singapore.

Come to our award winning - out of the box - artistic - school and see what we have to offer.

From the visual arts to the performing arts.

If you are not planning on going back to school, then just come for a fantastic day where we have many programme line up while you sit and chill at our green grass area.

It happens on friday Jan 15 & Sat Jan 16.

Those who just finish their o levels and want to be in the performing arts world, join us at the SIA THEATRE booth! Meanwhile, let this video take you in..

Garnier on TODAY front cover.

2010-01-10T10:54:00.003+08:00

I'm just gonna put the front cover cause i can't stand my fat chubby cheeks. Feels like it's filling the whole frame! :D But i'm gonna show the raw one..

I know right...

Hope to see you 15 girls soon! :)

Part 2 of Round 1

2010-01-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

first day of school

I am looking at 2010 with a smile as i am turning to be someone very optimistic. Despite the heartbreaks, heartaches and the ups & downs , i have to thank god for giving me a good way to start my 2010. With me having enough time with family, improving in skills, my first ever production with srt and the garnier contract, it gives me motivation to stand tall and be ready for any challenges ahead. Insyallah, with His guidance, i will be fine. :)

School is starting next week and i am super excited though my body is not yet ready for school. I think i need to change my sleeping and waking up timing back again and i need to start stretching and singing back. My body is so stiff and it starts to ache due to alot of slouching. Ok, i blame it on myself for being a slacker this holiday. But I can't wait for the new classes like Design & Technology (i think it's sumtyng like technical theatre) and hiphop dance class by Vincent & Song and Dance by Robert. I am so up for this semester and i'm gonna start working extra hard compared to the first semester.

Audition is in three more months and i need to brush up all my skills. I'm nervous but excited!! I'm sure if i start NOW, i can catch up and keep up and be more focus.*prays hard*

What i am looking forward the most is doing all this activities and spending all my breaktimes with my foundation mates! Especially seeing my beloved Sueanne! (yes Sueanne, ur missed!)

our first production , Lost|Found(ation)

ok, i gotta go sleep.

Don't forget to look out for my school journal here!

the opening of 2010

2010-01-05T10:56:00.007+08:00

Before anytyng, let me upload some pics that happen at the end of 2009.

the girl that turn into one of my good friend, Liyana.

the guy that got mine and babylove's back. a real true friend.

the guy that do wonderful things in my life for the past 3 years.

and the new friend i met that will color my 2010 :)

A good way to start 2010, being with the lovely family.

Congrats to Kak Ema & Partner on their wedding!

Spent more time with my nephews. Bring two of them to splash park at sembahwang shopping centre for some water fun before heading home to Kak Anna house. Seriously i don't know how Kak Anna managed the 4 kids but she's like a supermom. My chinese girl Atira & her bro, my very own maddox, Iman came too and it adds to the whole chaos and noise in the house. But it's uber fun playing mommy. :D

Kak Anna's 1st : Zafri

Kak Anna's 2nd: Zufar

Kak Anna's 3rd : Zafran (the cheekiest)

Kak Anna's 4th: Dian Zahirah

Kak Yaya's 1st: Atira

Kak Yaya's 2nd: Iman (our own version of maddox)

My baby Wawa's first day of school in Lianhua Primary. I can't believe she's all grown up, i watched her grow from cute to annoying brat to a big girl! Next thing you know she be primary 6 coming to secondary 1! omg!! I gotta get married fast before i become an old single aunty. HAHA!

Abah putting tissue on wawa's shoe cause the shoe is quite big.LOL!

Wawa in uniform.

The excited Umi & Abah waving at their daughter. :D

To add on to the happiness, i got a macbook at last! YAY! so this is the first pic we took:

And i got mms from people about what they saw at watson, i'm happy cause in that pic, i look like i'm 16 :) HAHAHAHAH

2009 so far..

2009-12-29T13:58:00.001+08:00

I know.. i suck at writing posts nowadays.. Which is why i made a new resolution for next year.

I am going to write a DAILY ENTRY on my another blog about school life. In this way, i could:

-for once hand in my daily journal
-keep in touch with my readers. :D

http://struggling-actor.blogspot.com/

The holidays had been great. Many ups and downs that makes me realised more about choices and life. Been spending lots of quality time with my family. I am very happy that i am able to make time for them as i am always busy with school. I guess i plan my december well. :) *pat on my head*

Work had been fun, i love working at slice! :D stress free environment.

I will let the pics do the talking.

Before i start my 2010, i wanna wish my uncle & my AUNTY (omg, i cant believe she is now my aunty!)

ISKANDAR (abg adek) & SHASHA

Congrats on your marriage!! Can't wait for the ceremony! n the cute babies that the two of you are going to make! (criuzly, i bet the baby would turn out beautiful or handsome)

and also to my dearest KAK ANA for giving birth to a baby girl! yay! another girl at last! Dian Zahirah.

So now i have 10 coming 12 nieces & nephews. Omg, imagine those kids calling me "BIBIK NYONYA!!" so unglamourous! how i wish i have a child so at least they can call me mummy or sumtyng. :D

So here are some pics i took during hols.. the rest you can find in on my facebook.

the girls out at vivo.

then night before xmas, we went SHOPPING!

working's fun with all the crazy bunch at slice.

the effing time i watched in awe at her ice skating while waiting for babylove.

and of course time with babylove was kinda short but separation makes the heart grow fonder:)

the 'chee-naahh'.. daddykins & grandma.

the crazy aliens my mom gave birth to.

while waiting for foood...

abg adek's wedding car. haha! thats the only thing i manage to capture on that day.

(pics of abg adek wedding & dian zahirah is not mine, i took it from their FB)

do up my journals
train hard for Musical Theatre
read more plays for Acting
improve my writing skills and speech for Arts Management
save money (this has been the 3rd year im making this)
stop smoking for good (so far so good.)
eat more apples, maybe veggies too
make time for friends and families once a week
make time to pray and get in touch with my religious side
do up my bedroom

Have a smashing new year people!

p.s. I'll be at clarke quay this countdown!

i should tell you

2009-12-20T20:35:00.002+08:00

No matter where i go, I will still come back to your arms. Even when i am not with you, you are always being remembered in my heart.

The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn

There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us
There's only this

Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today

Ateeqah Keys

2009-12-15T13:41:00.006+08:00

I think all of you know by now that i LOVE her like alot.

I always fall in love with her songs..

Like she feel my pain.. LOL!!

Especially this song from her..

enjoy ladies :)

Uncle Imran

2009-12-15T13:37:00.003+08:00

Thank You For Printing this out BIG for me.

Fong Seng Soon!

=D

photography by Imran Noor.

Without You

2009-12-11T19:36:00.003+08:00

I have so many things to say but once i'm in my blog, i suddenly went blank.

I received many questions, shoulders, sms, calls and lots more due to my embarrassing FB 'hu-ha'.

As much as i appreciate it, i wish that they will stop cause i want to move on with my life. Many things have been going on and not just that and i'm trying to straighten out everything, Insyallah, with His guidance, i will manage. :)

Anw, this post is for you. (obviously you know who you are)

I'm not hoping, i'm not waiting. I somehow know that we will not work anything out. But by staying by you and be close to you, makes me feel light headed and happy. But i couldn't be selfish by doing that and as painful as it can be, i'm leaving.

I just feel that if you are really confident in us, you will do whatever it takes to start everything anew or whatnot. But you yourself are afraid to go beyond boundaries and i'm still broken hearted.

I thought about you more than usual lately and everytime i do, i will skip my feet and smile to myself. But today i felt different. I drag my feet everywhere, staring at my phone, wandering off.. I'm Lost.

So stop looking at my photos. Cause i'm trying my best not to look at yours.

Without You - RENT

Without you
The hand gropes
The ear hears
The pulse beats
Life goes on
But I'm gone
'Cause I die
Without you
I die without you
I die without you
I die without you

There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today
No day but today

No day but today

Garnier 16 Skin Tone Search

2009-12-07T04:35:00.002+08:00

Photography by: Blackwater Photography.

Skintone 14

And with these peeps, I had fun. :)

4 Guy And A Girl in F303

2009-12-07T04:26:00.004+08:00

Photographer : Zamri Location: LASALLE College Of The Arts. Couldn't upload much but this are few of my favourite. :) More in my FB.

Music makes me want to groove with you

Smile and you will see that the whole world is smiling back at you too

Feeling Good

Of beatz & booze

Thank you so much to Zamri (which is does not want to be in the photo) and the 3 guys (especially to babylove) who tolerate and wait for the whole shoot to end.

xoxo

Whiney Bitch

2009-12-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

this post might sound immature to some, but i have to let it all out.

I purposely make the picture bigger so everyone can see but oh well, wth..

First of all, the show's over on the FRIDAY. so unprofessional..

Story: I was supposed to do costume with her for greeks. She took my stacks that I PRINTED AND CUT AND PASTE and decided to take the whole job. fine, since she is SO INTO IT THEN GO AHEAD. We havta help out in this production despite our heavy assignments and other shows we need to watch and exams and what more, its after our production. So what if i watch siren twice, i fucking love the show. And besides i went to search for costumes before and AFTER the show twice. I never spend time with people that are close to me, never at home for family function just to go around and search for the costumes and props. It's part and parcel of working in this industry, i don't go around complaining to people or the SM that my workload is alot. I don't go around telling people i'm stressed about it. Why would i want to tell people for? So they will sympathize me? So anw, since my deadline for assignments are coming up and exams are around the corner, more like next week, i put the duties aside first while i concentrate on school as even my programme leader said, "CLASS AND ASSIGNMENTS COMES FIRST". there was a big huha for this production as most of us, actually all except RATNA that thinks we should prioritize our assignments then helped out.she said it with her own mouth that "i prioritize greeks first and not class.." and. i respect her decision. So RATNA is the one with the money so she get to buy more clothes than me. I really salute her for being hardworking and putting her dedication in the show but not everyone are like her. She have interest in technical theatre, i don't. But i would love to help if only i finish everything. So she start telling people how stress she was and such and surprisingly, i was with her buying all the clothes and she TOLD ME TO GO BACK since she stay near school. So she was like 'doing me a favour' to go back to the place and show them what 'she' bought and not we. hah... backstabber much? and when the show finally arrived, i gave her the first show (which is mostly the most hectic part) a break so she could finish her essay since she complain that she havent done any essays. The whole day ok, and 2 more shows where she came halfway through excluding the last one as she needs to go wash the costumes. But when she is there, she will sit at the back of the room and sew for HOURS N HOURS. And when i ask for a favour cause i got too much on my hand, she say she is tired cause she's been finding for costumes for 2 days straight. What about me? and didn't i let her have a break? wtf ryte?

and now this? doesn't she realise because of her complain, people thought i'm not doing work? and she got the title costume supervisor while i'm just a crew? so what a crew supposed to do? and i'm the one that remembers who's wearing what and when is this costume used and what needs to be washed and who quick change for what scene and when while she was clueless asking me only at the last show.

Who's the hypocrite one now?

I guess i should stop this habit on trying to follow someone's way and just be the quiet-me. Cause when i do work, people don't see. When i sit my ass for a minute, people say i'm lazy. And to top it all of, MY OWN FREAKING CLASSMATE (which is you, ratna) IS BACKSTABBING ME. nice..

umar, now i understand what you say, and i'm doing it.

I'm standing up for my own right.

oh, and i reply her this on that status..

expected.. WOW! oh, n ur welcome on me GIVING MY JOURNAL NOTES TO YOU , COVERING YOU FOR THE WHOLE ONE DAY OF ORESTEIA (A 3 HOUR PLUS SHOW fyi) while u mug on a 1000 words acting essay which u say u only did 500 plus words.. and 2 days of half day WITHOUT YOU during show and SORTING OUT EVERYTHING AND STILL DOING WORK WHILE U TOOK ONE ACT TO SEW ONE THING AT THE BACK WHILE SITTING ON THE SOFA. still u make it sound like i am giving all the burden to u when YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TOOK ALL THE PAPERS SO U CAN FIND IT YOUR OWN WAY. not everyone can follow the way you work. If you want to prioritize things different then others, and if other people just love to watch siren twice, you should respect that. I respect you for being hardworking in this thing, but you cannot expect me to CATCH UP WITH YOU cause you have interests in this while i don't. and i did my work, i went home late night without any BUS FARES OR TRAIN RIDES EVEN CAB FARES searching for the costumes. i even run around searching for props even BEFORE you start on your costumes. im not rich like you where i can draw money out and get things easily. I DUN EVEN HAVE A FREAKING 3 BUCKS IN MY BANK. so my weekends are spent tiring my ass off for school money. so dun try to compare ur workload and mine. oh, that's all. thank you. don't need to be nice if you are being obligated to.the reason why i'm nice to you is because i DON'T HATE MY OWN CLASSMATES.it's part and parcel of working, BE PROFESSIONAL, people get stressed out. besides, this production ends since FRIDAY. how to be in technical theatre when you can't handle the stress babe? :) so who's the hypocrite now? i hate hypocrites too. :) cheer lass.~

LIVE!

2009-11-03T17:28:00.003+08:00

LIVE @ 15 Minutes Lasalle
I'm cracking my head on monologues & research.

I am squeezing my brain out for my assigments.

23 ASSIGNMENTS and EXAMS next week!!

I just had our foundation production and i'm still feeling tired over the weeks of head cracking on the script & idea plus the rehearsals and practice. The emotional ride and stress all of us face. And it definitely doesnt pays off coz the first show, my mic wasnt on! (they say they forgot) And the 2nd show was cancelled due to the heavy rain. Don't wanna talk about it again.

But i'm finally ending my 1st semester. Alhamdulillah.

I'm loving school each day though it's tiring. :) I just wish i have time for my family & friends more. Even for me and babylove.

Anw, I just felt like blogging coz it's been so long.. And babylove makes me relax in school and i'm glad he understand why i'm always super busy.

I love you Babylove!

DRAINED

2009-10-01T17:58:00.003+08:00

Super drained from school. Capoeira, ballet.. and even morning warmups are a bitch in making me use all my energy....now im so drained and i dunno how am i to survive for our upcoming events. Anw, check this out..

Catch us on 7 & 8 October 2009 , 7pm @ esplanade outdoor theatre. We will be bringing samba music to let you groove on to on your wednesday & thurday nights :) Performed by the LASALLE performing arts faculty and lead by Syed Ahmad (Bloco Singapura & many other group that i don't know =D )

I'm so excited! see yall there!

And my cousin's getting married! omg! a wedding ceremony in my house! so exciting! =D i cannot wait!!!!!

I must not be lazy to update

2009-09-10T10:48:00.002+08:00

Ok, the word is not lazy. Is more like busy. My school starts wee early before everyone else and i reached home from school about 9 plus or sumtymes 11 plus at night. With projects, rehearsals & assignments, i filled my weekdays with schools. Even when i'm home i'm practising my singing and ballet. Sunday @ slice i will be doing journal when there's no customer. The only time i had is saturday and it's meant for my family. Though there are many productions happening on saturdays, i try to make time with my family as honestly, i miss them. I rarely eat at home now as by the time i'm home, i would be too tired to go to the kitchen.

Alhamdulillah, i'm improving on my vocal and ballet skills. I developed alot for my acting in this past few weeks. Not just me but the whole class. I'm so happy for all of us. And the fact that we only have 15 people in this class, so it's easier to work with and such.

Will update more with pictures soon. PROMISE!!

and thanks to those who wish me teachers day. :) gotta head to improv class now.

p.s. nothing's sad about buying tops for your own boyfriend. :)

"big booty big booty big booty big booty...."

i love jiggy

2009-08-29T13:43:00.000+08:00

I read my previous posts.

http://whenthemusicstarts.blogspot.com/2007/10/i-really-am-falling-deeply-in-love-with.html

Till now, i still love him so much.

I wanna give you some good good loving.

2009-08-08T18:53:00.001+08:00

I love you Jiggy.

First Week of LaSalle.

2009-08-08T18:11:00.004+08:00

One word: Fun.

My schedule is damn hectic and long plus tiring ballet & capoiera class to singing to acting skills. Academic learning like history of arts & theatre & scene studies & task analysis. But the environment in school and 15 minutes, the bubbly dramatic classmates & sharing the same school with babylove. How can i complain about it? :)

80% of our class with our lecturer, Robert Jenkin.
the chosen spot, 15 minutes.
our first date.
shaf & aisyah.
me & babylove @ Frass

Ready ..Steady.. Hold your ground.. FIGHT!

2009-07-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

Was youtubing as always and i saw this and i just havta say, wicked done it again. This video is mad nice and the music are equally better too. Hands down but thumbs up to them. They make SG proud.

Cos i know i am.

Have fun rocking to this one..

Ready .. Steady .. Hold your ground.. FIGHT!

www.wickedaura.com

jiggy's blog

2009-07-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

Just a sneak preview of something.

www.jiggyrarecutz.blogspot.com.

It's still under constrution but you could spread the word around for now. ;)
expect his old & new music or productions in it.

and i had a great break.

i love you jiggy. :)

Formula Drift 2009

2009-07-08T15:26:00.003+08:00

Went with Mel to formula drift 2009 as her boyfriend's cousin was in the race. Boring event but interesting sport. Just like a cut out from tokyo drift.

I want to bring boyfriend next time. It's been long since we went for an event. :)

2009-07-02T02:55:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking multicultural now...

Busy with many things.. will update a long one soon ok people? =)

babylove's back!

2009-06-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

My babylove's back!

A tribute to the late Micheal Jackson

2009-06-26T13:32:00.004+08:00

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

My mom woke me up crying. She told me Micheal Jackson passed away this morning. She loves his music, went to his concert. And when i'm young, i grew up listening to that too. Seeing him on all his videos admiring him on how he touch people's life & the whole world through his music. To me, that is the definition of music. He help the world, his music is everywhere. He heals the world and everyone knows that. In my heart, no matter what they say, he is the legend.

1958 - 2009

And to those who doesn't have the heart, smsing me all the jokes about his death, i suggest you grew up.

Al Fateha..

I want a soldier.

2009-06-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

I always fetish a soldier in uniforms. I found them like a strong mature man and what's more, army uniform are super sexy.

I think i found my soldier. And i'm not trading him for anything. =)

And i got these two lovelies to keep me company for the whole day.=)

I can't wait for him to get out from the camp tomorrow. At last, he's always available for me again . =)

OMG! GOOD NEWS!

2009-06-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

I just called babylove and he say he will get a nights off tomorrow from 7pm - 10pm!!

super yay me!

Omg! What to wear??? Omg!! I'm so nervous!

It's like a first date, like a first date of someone you sumhow knew for so long..

LOL!

I can't sleep, i'm rummaging my wardrobe right now. My mind's now thinking of tomorrow!!

I can't wait!!!!

4 days without babylove.

2009-06-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

I always told myself when i was a teen that i wouldn't be with someone who haven't gone through national service cause i don't want to be with a guy who is young and hadn't went through national service cause 1) most of them are immatures as girls are more mature than guys scientifically 2) i don't wanna go through guys in camp and we are outside and it feels like i'm single but i'm not.

Now that i got babylove, i was so relieved! Not only he is smart & nice & whatever that makes me attracted to him, he's also mature and he completed his national service years! plus point! Then there's this thing which i never thought about before, RESERVISTS.

Seriously now 4 days i never see him, i'm going insane! Ok, call me kental ok but then again it's so hard. He always be with me every single day, we always have dinner together, he will listen to my whining and complaining about work while he put me under his arms to tell me that it's ok, you're here now, just relax.. He will sing me lullaby to sleep, we will spend time with spunky together..

I miss his smile, his irritating bits too! =(

If only friday is tomorrow....

Malaysia Trip

2009-06-22T18:56:00.000+08:00

Of Lights & Sound in Malaysia.

25 monthsarry

2009-06-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

I'm back in SG.
The trip was a little less exciting than before.

oh well, it's just KL. Will upload some pics soon.

Anw, Happy 25 months to us babylove dearest!

Only you can stand my craziness. You put in effort to love what i love which sometimes makes you gay. =D I will miss you till friday! I love you forever and ever!

Now how can i not love him?

KL calling

2009-06-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Going to KL now biatches.

The Usual by car.

See you back on sunday.
(But i hope i could get connection in MY)

And for those if you see my boyfriend wandering around with other girls, do call me. I can receive overseas calls. LOLS!

I'm going to miss you babylove!

*muackx*

shorty get low.

2009-06-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

Street Fest is over. One word: "YAY!"

Thanks to Armsyar, Wawa & babylove for helping me out. Without you i dunno how to survive in this.

And thanks to the participants :

The Roses (who won 1st for group)
SICK (who won 2nd for group)
Zai Groove(who won 1st for solo)
Wansmoof(who won 2nd for solo)
Nanep(who won 2nd for solo)
Ryna
Fir
Haiqal
LNT
& street fest volunteers!

It's a stressful event and i havta say this year is really bad.

Many bitching going on and surprisingly not from a woman's mouth. And i don't wanna sound like i am siding my boyfriend but then again i cannot see him in this state. Good thing those that appreciate him is still by his side.

You have been gone for long and now you come out not knowing how far they've gone and you wanna close it down? He's been helping everyone out and not thinking about him first whereby you just think about yourself. Many might see you as a legend but only those that know you well know that you're a selfish person. And a coward to add cause you know you can just ONLY be a good performer and just that whereby my boyfriend does all the magic. You feel intimidated so you make up all this bullshits. You're small and nothing.

anyhoos,

I got my booklists & attire email and i so can't wait for school! This means shopping!!

Which means: working. -_-"

Hope you guys have a great year ahead cause as much as i know, many didn't really have a great 2009.

I will pray to be strong to face through all this problems.

And Atok, you're missed.*sobs*

2009-06-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

i love MacDonald's Large Fries.

yumyum!

=D

I will still stand tall.

2009-06-13T04:32:00.001+08:00

Ok, so what happen recently.

Jiggy's Birthday went well.
Street Festival is killing me.
I quit my job.
My grandfather passed away.
I witness a brotherhood's ending over small poop.

This is what happen. I lost my grandfather while running an event that drives me crazy and ripping my relationship and work attitude apart.

This year is the worst year. For real.

But, Alhamdullillah, i still stand tall. Things will go back to normal. Insyallah.

And with you around, i know i can. =)

i love you jiggy. =)

Where i find Peace & Serenity.

2009-05-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

Singapore Street Festival

To The Street Dance Competition
Qualifying Round @ Cineleisure on 31 May 2009
7.30pm
Semi-Final Round @ VivoCity on 4 June 2009
7.30pm
Finals @ *scape 14 June 2009
7.30pm

So i'm packed with street festival and so many things been going on. All i can say is, now i know who is my true friends and how it's suppose to be. Once the whole event is over, i will credit you guys with picture in this blog ok? ;) So i quit my job as i couldn't cope with my activities plus my overwork/underpaid-job. Been so stressed with many things lately so now the only time i find peace is reading. I think less people know i love reading. But as funny as it sounds, i love reading since pri sch. Some say i'm a hardcore bookworm! I have like many collections of paperbags in my room as my mom was once a bookworm too. So i grew up reading John Grisham, Jane Green, Sidney Sheldon and my all time favourite Jackie Collins.

So here i wanna share my interest to everyone about Jackie Collins. Many don't really like her book coz its about sex, fame and such. But her books, i realised are based on facts feelings. She's just using hollywood to attract readers, which i guess everyone wants to imagine how is it like living there. Coz i know i did. ;) I read her American Star and it's the most beautiful love story ever written. I read it for more than 100 times i guess and i still fall in love with it. I remember reading it when i was a kid and it's very inspiring that makes me believe in true love, at an early age! And of course my another favourite book would be about the Santagelo family. It's so surreal that you can even wiki,yahoo or google it! Of course Lucky is my idol (aside from my mom). So maybe now you know why my bluetooth or msn nick is Lucky Santagelo. =)

Check out her Hollywood collection too. It's really good. =)

Since primary school, i am living in Jackie Collin's-Ville! Cause all her books are related to one another. So for all bookworms, check out those books and tell me what's your verdict. ;)

Have a great weekend bitches!

Bau Pedas

2009-05-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

Anyung! Ecar's sister here, Syeeqah. She asked me to update anything in her blog. So I thought of posting some of our old pictures. Hehehehe.

Sorry for the bad quality, I had to use my poor W8910i camera phone since my scanner is disrupted and my darling sister stole my digi cam.

Umi and Ecar. She was pretty much pampered by umi and abah back in the days.

Look how cute she was ^^
Don't you want to pinch those cheeks?
This japanese-looking child.
THOSE MISCHEVIOUS LOOKS that says 'HEHE I HAVE SOMETHING EVIL UP MY SLEEVES'

HAHAHAHAHAH this is the most [insert any word here that has the same meaning as obit]!
Matching obit raya costume.
and lol, nice bangs kakecar. (Y)

Let me share something about my sister.

She's a downright airhead sister. It's hilarious when she thought she sounds clever when she tries to say something (that apparently makes no sense) but it's just the 'tone' of how she explains it sounds matteroffact. HAHA. And when we give her the look, she know she said something wrong and give this dumb look and say "What..?" bimbo-tically.

On a contrary she's a very very nice person to hangout with and talk to. She's very outgoing, bubbly, cheerful. A workaholic. And she thinks much more than a normal person thinks each day. Hahahaha!

Since young I have been glued to her. From primary school to secondary school. From dates, raya outing and any outing with friends. Until I got annoyed with people calling me 'Ecar's sister'. -_-

Except now that is, cos we're both very busy with our own stuff. Her with her job and Kingkow, outside activities and me and my upcoming N level that I'm soo not looking forward to.

I do miss our childhood memories. When we played 'kedai-kedai'. Since umi loves houses that has a unique concept of the kitchen. Our previous house's kitchen looks like the spinny2 sushi2 thingy at Sakae Sushi so we thought it would be cool to play as a 'cafe' that sells 'Cereal' or 'Milo' since that's all that we can provide. HAHA unlimited supplies of cereals and milos. It was our breakfast, lunch and dinner since umi and abah were super busy with their works.
And Kakecar was being so unfair by being the cashier and I had to be the customer so I had to eat 21541 bowls of cereal and the same amount of milo. -_- See how mean she can be.

Oh and we don't need to argue over who's going to nenek's house at bukit batok to take lauk since nenek is already staying with us. Yay! ^^

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HAHAHAHHA she just came into the room and asked me not to update anything embarassing. I was going to touch on that! HAHA THANK GOD SHE STOPPED ME! Love you sissy! XD

Okay well, until here. ^^ take care blogger and bloggerettes!

Yours truly,
Ecar's very cute sister. HUAHUAHAUAHUAHU! (Syeeqah)...

P/S :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABG JIGGY & HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNI KAKECAR & ABG JIGGY (2 years eh?) WOOO! ^^

Hurt

2009-05-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to do. I don't know what's right.

Babylove

2009-04-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

I Love Him.

Only.
Forever.
So Much.
=)

I just feel that everyone should know about this. Hee..

Chasing Pavements

2009-04-21T11:48:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, i moved my feet and hands gracefully while my body sway in motion. It happened during the early days when i learn how to walk. How i always have the passion to be on stage and performed in front of people. Be it dancing, singing & acting, i wanted to reach out to people by performing.

When i move to street dancing, it opens my eyes on how rough the road of dancing is. The challenge, the friendship, the hopes. It shatters and it's been giving me a huge impact in my life. Till then on, i promise myself i'm not dancing again. My dream of stepping into an art school was changed to concentrate on sports & fitness. I found another passion in me, teaching.

When i was in LPS, everyone keeps on talking about me & performing. I ended up teaching them performing arts more than sports. From drama to dance to singing. Seeing all the students do this, reminds me of how i was like when i was their age. How i have this thinking i wanted to be a performer one day. How great it feels to performed on that big stage.

Honestly when babylove brings me to the esplanade theatre stage, i felt like i'm alive. Like i found myself back again. The feeling is something no words can explain. And when i always picks him up from his school, i have to lie to myself i don't wanna be in that school. I don't wanna pick up the pieces where i'd left.

But babylove & family's strong encouragement and motivation, helps me take one step to applying for the school i've been wanting to go. Helping me out from the audition to the callbacks & interviews. The wait...

Surprise2, i made it. =)

To La Salle taking Theatre. All i can say is, Alhamdulillah.. =)

Life is really an unplanned thing. You can plan & work your way to it but when it's meant to be for you, then it's meant to be. =)

Definitely Hot.

2009-04-04T16:52:00.000+08:00

Not just she got mad swag & style, she wrote songs that is definitely in my favourite lists.

My name is Cow. Just Cow

2009-04-02T01:56:00.000+08:00

Once there was this cow whom out of the blue attacked me in msn when i'm being nice because i wrongly(or rightly) assumed sumtyng. She talks and brags like she's the prettiest thing while showing her asset in front of her webcam so boys will wanked while she boosts her confidence and self esteem in the virtual world.

So i had enough and time flies but bitch, you should know how i handle people who's not nice to me. :) So i FINALLY saw you that day and my oh my was i glad!

Suddenly i'm so happy and i feel good that i'm pretty and i don't look/dress like a disgusting tramp.

I dunno why i blog about this but it sumhow makes me feel even more better. So i'm just gonna let this little dude here say something.

suck on it :)

Knock You Down.

2009-03-30T18:17:00.001+08:00

About time i change my blog song and since i saw this in facebook sharing, i fall in love with it. It's like a motivation, a wake up call for me. Not that i'm experiencing a heart break but if anytyng were to happen to me, i'm prepared to get up on my own once again.

Now tell me why do opposite attracts? Does the saying includes the word hurt?

I'm not going to update much but i'm just gonna say i'm praying and hoping for many things.

Because that's all that i can do for now...

p.s. me & boyfriend are fine. Don't go spreading rumours all around.

Mood: lonely & lost.

SpaQ last episode.

2009-03-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

I hate to say this but thank god spa Q is coming to an end. If not, i won't want to get out of this house. It's been so long since i went out. I lost touch with what's new, what's in, how's the taste of the orchard or city atmosphere is. And it's been long since me & babylove had time for each other. We've been filling our time with work till now, it becomes the only thing we talked about. (besides mushy tal at night though).

So it's great that Sheda invited us to come along to NHG family day @ downtown east. From the haunted house to wild wild wet. And the meeting of new friends to eating at simpang bedok to talk about what happen that day. Bliss =)

Tearing coupons. =D
The Girls..

Meet Cinta..=)

@ Escape..

@ SimpanG Bedok

Then on sunday was Zeppelin K-Nite @ Cashstudio. The whole rojak family from both my parents side. All sponsored by Uncle Jamil, it was pure fun and crazy! It's been long since we had a big crazy gathering like that so it's really fun.

The 'soon-to-be'

My beloved..

Super Ugly..

Lagu Rimas beb..

4 dara.. =D

Till then, toodles people.. =)

Numba 1 (Tide Is High)

2009-03-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

Have yall seen the new video in youtube or my facebook for trivalation's cover of Numba 1 by Kardinall Offishall(i tynk it's how its spelt) ? Anw, yes2, they're back and they still rock and kick arse on stage! I did street fest media press launch that day with them and me, as one of their loyal follower ( so called fan) was near tears and touched in real life coz they look good together. Like they bring back how hiphop was in Singapore last time! I'm exaggerating? Nope, go check the video and you can see that i'm talking for real!!

Anw, here's some outdated pics from my girl Wawa's 20th triple bdae bash @ aloha. The dresscode is green and me, being so semangat with my bf, we wear green but seems like everyone's not even the three birthday girl is wearing black! -_-" So in other words, me, as usual, overdress in a striking green top with a lime green umbrella cause it was raining that day. Everyone look at me like i'm retarded, the feeling is like when you come in saying "Let's PARTAY!!" and suddenly everyone is looking at you while playing scrabble.. yup2, dats how i feel..

But then again, i still bring noise in the place as they try to teach me this game, Bom Bom Chucky Chucky. And our role play video and endless funny pictures.. Of course we had fun, though not all the cabaretz are present, i'm happy i'm able to attend my bitchess birthday. =) ok wawa, i remember your bday ok? ;)

Caution: some pictures may be disturbing..

We're a woman, hear us ROAR! =D

Believe me when i say, we used to be the worst enemy in sec 1 that we always try to bring each other down in malay class and now lookat us =)
Suddenly i remember taking neoprints with them after watching netball tournament when i was 15 yrs old.. aahh.. those times...
Feeling girl band..
Me, Isma, Ika, Wawa, Ayu, Zila

Shitt.. i can't upload all as my connection in myroom sucks. pffftt..

Loyalty Honesty

2009-03-11T12:19:00.000+08:00

I miss teaching them aerobics to High School Musical every wednesday morning.
I miss planning an extravagant event to any celebrations like National Day.
I miss learning cupstacking with my colleagues and kids.
I miss planning for a class and trying to squish some silly stuffs out from my brains to make the class have a jolly fun time with me for P.E.
I miss performing for them in many many events that involves the stage and the welcome cheer they gave everytime when I'm on stage to perform.
I miss shouting at them till i get sore throat.really.
I miss saying "criss cross applesauce your legs!" or "say music please!!"
I miss boring draggy meetings/contacts or sometimes filled with activities which i never did before.
I miss the friends and colleagues i have that always makes me learn a thing or two about being a teacher.
I miss having mel coming to my desk to just plain crap talk or work on the strategy for a better class.
I miss the kids that always hug me or smile when they see me walking into the school.

I really miss all this as I'd realized that it's what i want to do in life. To be a teacher. Whenever I'm working somewhere, I always think bout when my misery of working will end. But when I'm in Lianhua, i tynk about what will happen the next day and hoping that i could continue the next year and the years to come. It feels like i belong there, having to wake up wee early in the morning and coming home late is really worth it. It taught me about life and most important thing is, it's one of my motivation to stop smoking. I feel alive and healthy there. It keeps me close to De Blaze and having to go back to former primary school AND secondary school for food really makes me feel comfortable. =)

I really miss being out there and in action. I will come back, one day. =)

Now i'm working on it =)

Dear Baby,

2009-03-10T01:10:00.001+08:00

This few months is really a tough one for us. Honeymoon is over and many obstacles we've faced. Many hung ups, many give ups, many screams, many cries, many fights, many torturous nights..

But the only truth that's deep in my heart, that i want to say everytime when we are always in a fight..

Baby,
I love you so much.
It hurts me alot when you can't accept and understand what it's like to be me.
You think my life is all drama and something that's cut from tv.
I talk, i walk or even think like those girls you see..
It's something that you could not accept..
But it's what makes me , me.
I did change a little to be a girlfriend for you..
But if i change totally i couldn't be the friend to others..
Not even a sister, daughter, cousin or whuever around me..
The love is just us two, but our whole life involves others..
I'm sorry baby..
Do you take it seriously on how i feel?

Great love does come with great pain...

My Latest Sins....

2009-03-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

I've just started werking for my uncle and now i am handling more than 5 projects and it keeps on coming every 2 days. He will just ring me up early in the morning and say "i got something new for you". And i have to jump out of bed and on my laptop AND pc (coz both lags so i see which is faster) and if both still gives me problem, i will write it in my organiser and now my organiser's untidy with my just-woke-up handwriting. Sometimes i'm outside, i might need to email or find people or updates and many many more that i should do.. I hate being outside and thinking about, "ok, when i'm home, i need to do this and that and this and that.."

So i'm going to cry out loud that i need a BLACKBERRY! or a POCKET PC! Of course i'm not complaining about work cause i'm loving every single minute of the rush hour but i think i will love it even more if i have either one of these!

The Blackberry Storm features:

Wireless email
Organizer
Browser
Phone
Camera
Video recording
BlackBerry® Maps
Media player
Built-in GPS
Corporate data access
SMS
MMS

It supports 6 audio format plus 4 video format and it's compatible with many softwares with its many functions. Plus, it doesn't look intimidating and old-office look with it's trendy screen touch that can either be used horizontally or vertically.

The Sony Vaio Pocket PC is a small notebook that comes in 4 colours. (red, green, black & white) It can slide through your back pocket (cause the advertisement image shows that way) or even my handbag. I dun need to carry my heavy laptop all around and carrying big bags and i can even do my work in the train or bus without any hassle.
It's sleek design makes it look so feminine and professional but it can also show the 'youth' side of me.

Anyone wanna grant me this wish? *show cute face*

So anyway, anyone who is interested in doing Japanese Homestay or Brothers & Sisters Programme (BnS; it's just bringing the japanese around Singapore for few hours) do register your name at our new website/community portal at jyouthsingapore.info. And for some who ever did it before, you know we won't let you do this without paying you. ;) So now, whatever event that there is, we will write it in the portal itselfs instead of finding in public. In another words, you have to be a member to do it.

So whut are you waiting for!! It's just a click away!!

http://jyouthsingapore.info

A day in a life with Aisya

2009-03-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

Just when i'm down and about, my Bik Nana came with Aisya and she made me felt like a kid again! We did silly things using the webcam and i love it! Now I'm happy and she made my day =)

This is Aisya

This is our angry face..

This is our sad face..

This is our 'stick-out-ur-tongue' face..

Our wacky face..

And here's a unsound video of us.. =) enjoy...

Tuesday is not boring and sad afterall =)

Ordinary People

2009-03-03T10:38:00.000+08:00

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

If only i can sing it to you with the melodies touching your heart and soul. Maybe you would soften up and let me share with you what's in my heart.

Though you heard it lotsa times, I Miss You. So Much especially now.

The little nyonya

2009-02-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

We went to my grandaunt's house in JB to pick my grandmother up. So i manage to be in touch with my peranakan side. Oh yes, i'm mix of many things.. like my grandmother is a peranakan (chinese nyonya) and my grandfather is an indonesian and we have this some other races from dunno where.. LOL! So that figures why i'm not that good in malay and i don't speak mandarin. -_-"

So anyway, my Ah ma Florence loves animal so much, i used to go her house years ago with more than 20 cats, i tynk, running around the house! And she showed me some pictures of her keeping cows, goats, frogs and even FOX and other more animals that i cannot possibly even remember! =D But now she's left with 3 persian, 2 normal cats, one rabbit plus one monkey!

So anyway, the house was rather loud as we have 3 old nyonya speaking in hokkien to each other, plus japanese series playing in the background and the monkey jumping up and down and shaking the cage cause she just wants to play. Though the food was rather, urmm... peranakan-ish, i still finished my 2 plates of rice with the help of the omelette. =D

I was so happy to finally see chiko again, as when the last i came to her old house, chiko was so small and he was my fav cause he's orange. Now he is super duper big and manja!

Ok, now let the pic do the talking..

Meet Chiko! =)

He loves to cuddle..
And he takes that opportunity to sleep.
Like in this case, he pull my hand to rest his head to sleep.

This is Dino, The Godfather, as he got many wives and he's the oldest.

Chomel, one of the oldest too, 2nd wife of Dino.

Takeshi, pretty n pure eh? =)

Putri, who loves to be around human.
This one, she's trying to pluck hair out of my hand.-_-"

I didn't get the chance to take one more cat named CK as it's always out. =D so that's about all for today.

anyhooos..

Dear baby,

Though we already agree for a normal day, i still think its lovely, just like the other day we spent together. =)

So thanks for the movie.

Thanks for the lunch.

And thanks for all that and more for our 21 month small celebration =) I will always love you more than anyone can love their man. =D

Anw, i decided not to put up many of the event photos or talk much about it as i guess some things are better cherished if it's just being shared by just the two of us. Somehow, i lose the vibe in blogging about how me n babylove spend our day and all as everyday is soo wonderful till i didn't really have the time to update!

Have a great month ahead people! ;)

love,
nyonya

Graduation & V.Day

2009-02-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

Love comes in a wonderful way.

Let's start with the hate/love relationship i had in school.

I really get annoyed and pissed at this 3 guys but i'm very very close to them. The times where they just leave me behind cause they just got to know this girl from ite clementi and they just wanted to bring them out for a few 'fun', the times where they gang up to talk about how good men are compared to women, the times when we had just a plain fight cause they make me lose concentration in class or they are just plain irritating.
But when they are there to tell me what guys really think that actually comes in handy for me. Advise me on how to treat my boyfriend right. Be there to console me when im down. Making my life in ITE a fun and memorable ones.

(During Graduation
anip, naz, arab & me)

We graduated from ITE Fitness Training. Making a history in ITE for being the first graduating batch in Fitness Training Course. I wish you guys nothing but the best and hopefully by working out on those muscles will sweat those cockiness off from you guys. =D

And now the ONE & ONLY love of my life, Muhd Haffidz Anuar.

The one that you got worried at times cause whatever he says OR do really gives a big impact on how u feel. The one that i cherished and willing to give my heart and soul to. The one that made this bouquet of flowers that can last me till we get ...married perhaps? =D

Last year Valentine's day..

You gave a rose to tell me i'm the one and only.
We have a picnic and you gave me a song that you produced and composed on your own.
You dance with me under the stars.

And this year, on our 2nd Valentine's day..

From ribbons to flowers. (21 to be exact, 21 months together)
The purple papers you search high and low for in spotlight.
The running for the white ribbon.
The waiting for me with that after i finish my audition.
The only white rose to tell me im the one that's pure and beautiful among all in your eyes.

He is the one i want to spend the rest of my life with. (Insyallah) I will always be by his side whispering to his ears saying "i love you" every minutes and will never get tired of it. I went and help him through to boost up his confidence and making sure he never gave up on his dreams. And now he is now more capable and resourceful instead of being just 'that rapper'. Though you are standing and making music alone, you know you got me and i will always be there for you.

I love you baby.
Happy 21 month to us! =)

Love,
nyonya

Homestay Program 13 feb - 15 feb.

2009-02-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

You remember my post titles Konichiwa? You can refer to my archives under december 2008. =) Any, this homestay programme is back! And i'm finding for interested qualifying candidates. =)

Invitation for Home stay Program
School Name :Urg Otta Shogyo High School. Fukuoka Japan.
Need 36 houses to host Japanese Students.
Date: 13th Feb 2009.(Friday)
To meet at the Community Center at about 1600hrs to fetch the students.
Date: 15th Feb 2009(Sunday)
To send the students back to Royal hotel(Nearby Novena MRT Station)
2 students to a house(30 houses)
3 students to a house (6 houses)
For hosting 2 students each house will be given allowance of $200 nett.
For hosting 3 students each house will be given allowance of $300 nett.
Condition:
The host must have a family members(Single parent may also qualify).
To host these Japanese students and show them the life style of Singaporean.
1st night 13th :The host must have dinner with the students, it can be home cook or eating out.(host have to pay)
2nd day 14th :3 meals.Bfast/lunch/dinner to be bear by host.
3rd Day 15th :light Bfast only to be bear by host.By 9.00am to reach Royal Htl.

Please send your participants list as follows:
Family Members Name Age Profession
Start with Parent name
Indicate * for host
Addresss:

resident no:
hand phone no:
Any Pet:

Do email me at nur.ateeqah@gmail.com. =)

First Ever in History: Fitness Training Dance Party

2009-01-24T03:26:00.000+08:00

It's gonna BIG.. oh yes it is..
Graduation Gon' b so much different and fun from now on..
Thanks to those born in 19 October 1989.
=D

Btw, Family bought a mio TV and plugged in to the living room TV together with the Starhub MaxOnline. So it's gonna be chaotic with more channels and heard they playing all season gossip girl, ex lists & prisonbreak. They got less channels but definitely different from starhub! woohoo! =)

I'm so loving it!

The lovely,
nyonya

Broadway Bound

2009-01-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

I need to read up on Broadway Bound by Neil Simons.

I need more soul..

I need your opinion whether waffles are really better than pancake and why.

I need HELP!!

I need to score this audition....

And the best part is, the tension will come on valentine's day.
Of all dates.. haiz..

OktoLive!

2009-01-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

Do remember to catch NEW OktoLive! resident DJ & Wubbie.

DJ Neboet Fyz`Jiggy

Every Tuesday at 8.30pm live on Okto!

Here's some pics of us having fun on the set.

With the hosts.

Baby, doing his thing. =)

We dunno a shit about this...

I dunno why...

With their new-found fans.

Thanks to these 2 plus wansmoof SFB for this.

I guess me n jeanine gon be like the 'resident audience'.

Laugh Out Loud

Anw, sleepover at liyana's house always feels like home. Check out her new wall..

Yup2, she's in love with it.

That's all for now.

Don't Forget

To tune in to OktoLive! @ 8.30pm on tuesday.
Look out for Jiggy & Lady Elle new music video soon!
http://www.jeaninegabrielle.com/ as she got nice exclusive handmade stuff!
leave your print once you leave ok? =)

I Love my Boyfriend.

nyonya

My future daughter.

2009-01-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

I want my future daughter to be able to do this at that age..

Listening To: In Love With You by Stephen Marley & Erykah Badu

2009-01-08T12:21:00.000+08:00

Spunky's now 5 months & still cute & playful as ever!

I'm soo in love with this song. I know it's old but the melody & the words is just meant for each other that it sounds soo beautiful. And Erykah Badu is really a wonderful singer plus Stephen Marley is just.. Stephen Marley!=D So i'm putting it in my blog so people can listen to this wonderful,pleasant music while reading this post. =D

This song is : Beautiful. (:

I guess haven't been updating much about what's been happening with me for 2009. Been so busy with preparing proposals & planning for many events that i didn't have time for my own self even now. The only time is after i came back home where i will play my pet society, talk to spunky[the real life one] then i'm off to sleep. Suppose to go and do some tasks today but thanks to babylove for letting me stay home today and he will make his way here after school. So we gonna watch all the Lord of the Rings movie and bring spunky down for a nice afternoon walk? =) Bliss.

Love's in a rough road now and i'm trying to find a solution to this problem. It's hard to heal a wound that was once there from the start of the relationship. But i'm certain i could go through it with him together and we will find a solution to this matter. Love doesn't just comes in a sweet package you see. So who says it's always sweet between us? I guess it's the effort we both put to keep this relationship alive makes our love stronger & longer. God knows how much i love him.

Home been a pleasant place to live in. My sister been busy with her sketches for her N levels which sumhow makes her more mature now. Talking about it, spent some time with her watching movies that day. =) And we as a family been having fun playing pet society & just talk over a coffee or boggles. I got my own desk in my room now, so gives me space to do work at home now. So now many jobs done just need to wait for the magic to happen! =D

Aji knocked my head off after talking about me working in a fitness industry. I'm keeping my options open and whichever good came along i'm gonna grab it. Many things i apply for, hopefully things would work out well for me. Insyallah.

And to all the friends that i haven't meet or that i am suppose to meet or those that i've met and we have to meet again (yes2, im talking about you, my b*tchess), do make an appointment with me this year =) I'm so into catching up with friends this year. =)

'praying for a better future, sweet love & good heart.amin.'

Pet Society

2009-01-07T03:28:00.000+08:00

This keeps me occupied everyday.

(babylove's pet, Dodo, won a race & my pet, Spunkee, was cheering on for him on the stand.)

Now i got mom & sis hooked to it too.

(:

A Day in a life with babylove.

2009-01-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

Just a normal day out. Bought myself a pair of shoes & a lovely jacket. At last a shoe that doesn't kill my feet and a jacket to keep me cold & dry from this confusing weather.

I even bought this for babylove since we couldn't find the nike airmax that he wants.

Yes2, this shure earphones got him smiling from cityhall all the way to lau pa sat. I am so happy to buy him something that he's gonna use for work. (: Advance anniversary gift eh baby?

Then met liyana at lau pa sat and see her sing.

So do come down on that days written to hear her beautiful voice (no kidding).

ok that's all for now.

Oh,

Love you babylove!

Hello 2009.

2009-01-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

Clifford's Pier

Exclusive party only for those known meaning no minahs,mats,bengs & bangs. Not many people and the place is indeed the best. All dress in gowns & classy dresses makes me feel like i underdress. But then again, the party goes on and being around the best party kakis, how can i not love this event!

otw there, thanks to phaz we sumhow ended up in redhill.
LOL

The dress from babylove.

Ben is all the way up, so no smoke break for him! LoLs!

I told you the view is spectacular, and those who bought tickets to see fireworks on the float, goes home at 1230 while the party just about to get started here in clifford's pier.And mind you, there's no entry fee. =)

In the toilet when me and sherri found..

two beautiful flowers! And it's so nice getting to see her again.

And a new member from the gorgeous group as i know jeanine for the first time after pestering ben about his talk of the town gf. =D Will be seeing more of her then from now. ;)

And atika(especially), shila, me, jeanine & sherri were partying so hard bcoz...

of this. And sherri hustle more drinks than ever while i hustle fags.=D

Toldya we party hard..

Love was in the air for most with p.za coming with her new bf.
And phaz with his new gf, Nur.

Ben's new gf, Jeanine.

And also the old couple like them ..

and us. =)

And what's more exciting than getting a new year present from bf.

Have a great year ahead bitches!

nyonya

Lovely Day.

2008-12-23T12:49:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update about whuts been happening.

Went to Alif & Aisha's wedding. I must say its simple but nice. =) With marsmellows & chocolate plus the briyani and a lineup of performance by Aspirasi, Singapore Capoeira & Break Force Crew. I sumhow got an idea on how i want my wedding to be like. ;)

.
@ Alif & Aisha's wedding

Talking bout weddings, parents been talking about weddings to me. Not that they want me to get married quick but just saying sumtyng like "If it's your wedding, we're going to ......."

All i know is, i'm gonna trust faizah's hand on this and let her & me plan my own wedding. HAHA! And babylove and me thought it would be good to have her as my bridesmaid but just dat the last time me n faizah talk about weddings, we thought of making a double wedding. LOL! Ok, you know how girls are.

So anyway, since it was our 19 months together, i thought of bringing him to somewhere nice for a change since he's been bringing me to alot for the past 19 months. So yes2, i guess it's pretty obvious now that for a couple like us, we don't go to a bar or fancy restaurant to show our love.To us, party is work. We got tired of work. It happens when you work as an entertainer.

We go to a place where our view are priceless and the memory holds on where it's much more romantic when you are sincere in sharing your beautiful places with your loved ones.

Marina Barrage.

He said there should be more kites in this place. -_-"

The scenery is beautiful.

He got many things to say about this place.

It's so windy and i keep on adjusting my hair every now & then.

Good thing i did a research on that place cause it's quite hard to go by that place. It's located at far inside of marina and with all the constructions going on, it's hard to know where are we going. Next time, it's picnic ok baby? =)

So moving on, it was Prom Nite cum Graduation Ceremony for my P6 Students. Seeing my students in their gown, makes me feel proud that i'm part of their life, helping them to mould into someone better. I guess being a teacher is a blessing. You create miracle in someone's life.

I thought since they are going to the youth stage, i brought them 'youth fun' by asking help from babylove & Ben to help me turn the school to a party parade.

I brought decks, DJ Neboet & Hypeman Fyz`Jiggy to the school.

No, i suck at spinning this thing.

But not this guy who spins HSM just for my sake. =D

Once the lights went off, it was all crazy with the kids and their torchlight.

The kids had fun, the teachers love it and i was enjoying myself being the MC for the night. Thanks to DJ Neboet & Fyz`Jiggy who's willing to do this favour for the adorable me. HAHA.

I guess all this would be impossible and i wouldn't be a better & confident person if it wasn't for my babylove.

I love you baby, Forever & Ever.

nyonya

Chapter 19

2008-12-19T10:37:00.000+08:00

I was sleeping at home when babylove called me up saying
"Get your ass up and change as we are going out on a moviedate!"

And yes, it's been so long since we had a moviedate. So i'm surprised. (:

So we watch Bolt as i find the giant plush Bolt at Lido cute. Babylove wanted to watch this too and i must say, though it's animated and kiddy stuff, it's really nice and funny to watch.
I'm into disney so i got no problem with that movie, just that i guess it isn't the best compared to other pixar like monster inc. So i'm giving it 7/10.

And yes2, one more thing before i go..

Happy 19 Monthsary to us!

I love you more and more every half a second even how much you say no to what i wanna do.

I love you babylove!

Beyond Your Style.

2008-12-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

I watched Twilight with the family recently. We had to choose between that or 'The Day The Earth Stood Still' so since my sister really wanna watch Twilight so we watched that instead. I have two things i wanna say about this movie.

I regret: I think it's best to watch with babylove cause..
I never regret: It was a good movie! I was inspired and thrilled that i never let my eyes off the screen and my body move a muscle!

So it's a must watch with someone you love!

So moving on, It's Beyond Your Style Dance Competition held at Toa Payoh West C.C. Though the venue was really out of nowhere (ok, maybe HDBs) but it was awesome. The atmosphere of the whole place was really good, it feels like i'm watching 'You Got Served' live in front of my eyes. It's all straight up hiphop & 'to the streets' and i guess whoevers there enjoy themselves as not everyday you go to a competition and get to eat free food. ;) Here are some of the pictures and for more you can go to http://picasaweb.com/faanography91

SFB, if you read this, i want this shirt!!

I found a new me! =D
*Pout Lips*

Barbie Doll, Pussycat Doll & Pharrell Williams.

The love of my life.
The Bonnie & Clyde.

I'm praying it will forever be like this.
We love syq ALOT.

It was so nice to meet these two lovely ladies again.
(ignore the purple jiwang boy)

Me & the winner, Fantastic Crew.

War Dawg Cartel
(WDC)

We keep it real.
SFB & WDC.

Group Photo.

Group Photo 2
SFB trademark.

I had fun there and the vibe i get from all dancers reminds me of the good ol days. Seeing people like Syam, Filzy, Malique, Reella, Ashley, SFBians, Fantastic Crew & others really makes me realised how much i miss them all and how much i enjoy being in this scene. :)

I'm shag and i guess i do need the break at home. Many things coming up and i am all prepared for next year projects.

Much love,
nyonya.

Konichiwa!

2008-12-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

I know my blog sucks big time.

Anw, i'm working.. yes2, in a retail. Oh shucks! It's not your average retail but well yeah.. nvm about it. But i'm resigning as i have better paths ahead but i wanna special thanks HANI for that job. I never regret working there. =)

So anw, today i'm gonna blog about my brother. Yes2, i have 2 brothers mind you. HAHA!

See my brothers?

La Familia!

It's this homestay program where we homestay japanese kids. We request for girls but we got guys instead. AND THEY ARE FREAKING CUTE MIND YOU. You know me and japanese stuffs! So my 2 brothers, Taka & Hide, stayed with us for 3 days. Didn't get to really spend time with them the first day cause was busy with the zhenghua c.c event. (ok, will talk about that later)

But the 2nd day was fun bringing them around and talking merely crap with them. Mind you they dunno english and my japanese rusty.. worst than my malay ok.. so my dearest half japanese cuzz (all of us have mixed of something) , shalina, stayed with us for the entire 3 days.

Orchard Rd Christmas Lights.

Esplanade.

The excitement when we just went out from the house.

Me & the girl who got an iphone!! =D

The locals.. hahaha!

So both are 17 and they are from a sports class, meaning that their academic don't matter as long as they excel in sports. It's some scholarship thingy that the americans practice. So that figures why they never put whatever their english teacher taught them in their head. (They say that's the part when they sleep)

Taka [pink] & Hide [stripe]

So taka is a baseball player and his biceps & triceps are really a killer!! Whereas Hide is a lil more bright in english and is a volleyball player with nice abs and gastro!!

My aunt with her sons..

My mom with her sons.. and the finger.. -_-"

So my aunt got 2 boys name koki & kota. or isit koki & koko? koti? kora? whutever, so anw, this 'koko's are from normal class but they do have clubs. One plays tennis and the other is a chanbara player i tynk. But they more gong-gong and quiet. Funny when one of them bought a t shirt at far east that reads, "I love Woman on Top". =D but they are nice people and i'm happy to be part of their life =)

kokos!

It's nice to have shalina closer to us as we could teach her about malay,islam and stuff (not that im really good at it but i'm good enuf to teach the basics) and the fact that we never really get to know each other since we first born makes it fun to be closer to her now. =)

The last picture before the went off. =(

Me & my brother of a different parents. =D

Oh yes2, back to the story about my 2 brothers. So the third day we send them back and i swear to you i wasn't crying but when i saw taka's teary eyes, i try to fight back my tears. Good thing i manage to teach them the "puspa" song. (Jangan Jangan kau menolak cintaku..) Oh, they sang the jangan2 part only. =)

Till now i still miss them like crazy!!! and not forgetting my dearest Sally. (LoL!)

Oh, and they love & accept babylove. They say babylove cool. =)

And i need new hair for the upcoming season. And i cant wait for the next season to come! Ya'll be surprise what is 'newly in/back in' for next season!!

Love, ecar.

From Boyan's Blog.

2008-12-05T09:02:00.000+08:00

1.The person who tag you is?
-Weeza

2.Your relationship with him/her?
-friends from persatuan boyan community. LOL!!

3.Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-Giler! Cute! Party-goer! Funny! LOUD!!
(cant say much cause i've yet to meet her..haha!)

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
-ntah eh.. telling me that the reason the both of us are loud is because we are boyan??=D

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
-oh.. ok.. dats the one that i said earlier..

6. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
-i love boys you see..

7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-never thought about that one before.. hmm..

8. (Repeat Question)
-maybe just throw eggs at her in the club or sumtyn.. HAHAHA!

9. What is it you want to tell her now?
-When to meet eh? l0ls!

10. Your overall impression of him/her is?
-Wacko!

11. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you?
-irritated i guess? hahahaha!

12. The characters you love of yourself are?
-i'm serious and straight when it comes to work.

13. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
-the scars from my accident.

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
- someone like Nicole Schezinger? jyeahhh

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
-i love you?? HAHAHAH!

16.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1: Syqah
2:Shasha
3: cucu JDIN! HAHA
4:Nanep
5: Fieza
6: Raimi
7: Hanisah
8: Wawa
9: Haiyu
10: Deblaze??

19. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-Maybe.. all originated from the same school.

20. What is no. 2 studying about?
-ntah eh.. nk sign tu kot?? HAHA

21. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
-when they last came my house..

22. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
-Dier semua boleh!! HAHAH

23.What is no. 10 doing now?
- most of them taking os next year..

24. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
-WOOHOOO.. she claim she is? huahuahauhau!! but yeah she is =)

25. Does no. 1 have any pets?
-yes2, SPUNKY BABY!

26. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
-they dunno each other..

27. What colour does no. 4 like?
-purple! *smiles*

28. Where does no. 9 live?
-blakang macdonald.

29. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
-i did before but we are just not meant for each other.HAHAHAHA!!!

30. Talk about something for no. 1
-she gotta clean her room!!

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
-fajar i tynk. or isit fuchun.. ntah eh..

32. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
-they dunno each other lahhh

33. What is a hobby of no. 10?
-dancing and stalking my blog?? haha

34. What is the surname of no. 5?
-ntah.. we used to call her joe flizzow. (inside joke)

35. Is no. 4 single?
-nope2

36. Will you woo no. 3?
-what heck for???

37. How about 7?
-HAHA! ok i tynk im gonna "WOOO" her when i'm at work.

38. Does no. 6 have any siblings?
-do u??

Life is full of surprises.

2008-12-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

Sorry if my blog adds dust to your screen.
I'm finding for a time to totally update my blog.

In the meanwhile, let my Spunky entertain you.
She's now feeling healthy as ever!
And don't ever call her a guinea pig or ~~babi~~.
It's a Cavi, My Cavi named Spunky. =)

Will be back with more updates.

Promise. =)

Da hip hop affair 5 & Beyond Your Style dance comp.

2008-11-17T21:15:00.000+08:00

Calling all who thinks you are good enough to be on the runway!

War Dawg Cartel & Jiggy Rare Cutz are looking for people who dream to walk the runway or who loves to strut their best street outfits have their chance to do so on the 6th of december during Da' Hip Hop Affair 5. There will be rehearsals for you and you get to get in to this event for FREE. (It's 5 bux per entry)

So if you are above 160cm on heels and above 16, just send me in your picture together with your name, age & contact number to nur.ateeqah@gmail.com. Do email me in if you have any enquiries.

And doing a favour for a friend. Expect new & suprising things from the start to the end of this event! It's not your ordinary dance competition for sure. So if you're not joining this comp, then come and just celebrate it with us! A promise that it's a night to remember!

You know it's gonna be the end of the year soon. So expect many many events coming up!

Green Light

2008-11-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

I will update more about my brother's wedding once i got all the pics from faizah. =)

Ok, many things happening now around me. I just finish my attachment, my bro's wedding and plus2, how about the arrival of my sister? HAHA.. lots to say so i try to be as brief as i can..

Start with my sister coming back from surabaya. Yerp2, 10 days without her around is so quiet and peaceful and clean.hahaha! So i make use of the time to relax alone in my room and clean the room. I even make time to do for her this.

Yes2, i made that to welcome her back. HAHAHAHHAHA...

My last day of attachment in Lianhua Primary.
It's also a prize giving day ceremony and plus a surprised farewell for the principal as she's retiring end this year. I was honoured to be the one singing the song that's specially composed for her during the event and be part of the committee. I manage to get close with many teachers during the preparation and it's nice to feel belonged. I am also happy to voice out my opinions on what can be done for next year in my department. I was trying my very best to hold back my teas when the kids are all crying while waving goodbye to me. I'm gonna miss each and every thing that happens while i'm in Lianhua. =)

From the adoring students who cry for me when i wanna leave. Who pays attention in my class. Who always hug me and wave and smile everytime they see me. Who even practice whatever they learn at home. And those who make for me cute small notes everyday to put on my desk to just make me smile.

Like these indonesian babies. It's nice to be able to speak indo to someone again. My language's getting corrupted you see...=D

The ones who makes alot of noise. Who always give me sore throat and headaches. But then still say i'm their favourite teacher. Still do well in my lesson. Who always wanna help me out in carrying stuffs. Who just run and call my name to get a hi5.

Just like these mischievious boys. Oh yas, they are cute, but dun judge a book by it's cover. HAHA.

And my britneysss.

The challenge i get from the classes where many teachers gave up teaching. I finally achieved it, i can handle them. I think i find it easy now. =)

Oh, and this kid got a very cool name, Fortunates.

=D

Oh, and something that i spontaneously come up with to phrase up my whole princip in life.

Work hard & smart now for later success.

Till then, toodles!

From Shameen's Blog.

2008-11-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

Adapted from: http://www.shyimeninascrawls.blogspot.com/

Dearest Shameen actually Tagged me to do this and it's rude if you deny a friend's request. :P

Rules & Regulations:

-each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

-people get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little facts as well as state this rule clearly

-at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names

-NO TAGS BACK!

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.

I love the smell of the cupboard underneath my sink. :D
I love to squeeze people's pimples.
The more expensive my stuff is, the higher chance of me loosing it.(seriously, i don't know why myself)
I am very concern about my future and i get paranoid over that easily.
I will 'alter' my face after someone touched it, i'm afraid it might get out of shape.
I love to do the chicken dance in the toilet to make myself laugh in the wee morning.
I have a very big imagination that i, somehow, got carried away like pretending to talk to jude law while walking to the MRT. HAHA.
Lucky Santagelo (a fiction character in a novel by jackie collins) is my idol. people find it weird. idk.
I like to detached my sister's bunkbed ladder while she's sleeping if she pissed me off.
I am sooo into wedding ceremony. No kidding, REALLY INTO IT.

Ok,now 10 people tagged

Syqah
Shasha
Wawa
Hanisah
Siti
Haiyu
Ashley
Fieza
Nanep
Farhana

And syqah's coming back tomorrow from surabaya!! *Yay* Though she's a pain in my ass, especially at night, I MISS HER CRAP ALOT. The squeaky noise she made when she toss and turn on her shaky bed. The loud laughter & shouting over jeff hardy & cm punk and whoever in WWE. And the one who take the trash out, fold the laundry plus plus the nagging!! Besides, she's my 2nd voice when we sing out loud in the car, and will always be. =) Cause i try singing 'corazon espinado' alone, it's really bad. Not that i'm saying we sing it well together, at least with her, it doesn't sound that worst. HAHA! We have alot to tell each other!! I'm counting down the hours!

I'm soo bringing a banner and a big A3 size humiliating picture of her with 'my mommy+tambourine'. Will be waiting at the arrival hall. nyehaha!

tokidoki

2008-11-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty much sure you all should know by now i love tokidoki.
I just love their artwork.
The chinese eyes, extra thin and yellow/pale skin girls. It's just so lovely!

So LeSportSac collabo with tokidoki.
I'm pretty much sure that bag goes well with the tokidoki onitsuka hightop that i want. *hint*

Anw, been busy at work with the post exam activities, primary 1 orientation & not forgetting the prize giving day. And what's more to add than me having to rush with presentation, classes to teach & countless lesson plans before i'm leaving which is next week.

I'm gonna miss this school so much. And to add, Happy Feet Crew won first AGAIN! Thanks to wansmoof i must say. =) I promise them a party next week, hopefully my pay's out by then.

Well, TGIF, i need the space away from workload. Boyfriend keeps on complaining i'm too engross in work and that it's killing all my brain cells. =D So i need the time out and enjoy myself. Work hard, party hard! I'm still wondering where to head after work. I'm feeling home in PJS with mac&cheese, eyore & DVDsss. =D

Whatever it is, have a great weekend earthlings!

Ooh, and syq, you're missed. ;)

I need a JOB.

2008-11-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

It's spells out loud.
J . O . B .

And i need one, freaking fast cause my ITE years is coming to an end and i must must find for a job. A Career.

Of course i will be upgrading myself, will be taking part-time courses but all this need kah-chiing.

And yes2, i know, this teacher job that i'm having now. I love to teach kids and i love this place but this is just an attachment and my attachment ends next week. (booohoo). I'm soo gonna miss this little devils here. I'm praying that they will consider taking me in for next year but i wanna keep all doors open. As, i don't want them to take me in only for a period of time and threw me off. I want a permanent job for me to settle in and earn money FULL TIME.

Know any slots?
Beep me!

♥, nyonya

Take A Bow

2008-10-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

Why having a 5 days of high fever is no fun:

You don't get to eat fatty foods.
In fact, you push away all this foods for a hot soup.
You missed out parties & events.
You missed out practice and hence, you couldn't do a show
Meaning you won't have any extra 'kuh! cheeng!'
You lie on bed all day helpless
You start to ask for many helps which turns out to be annoying
you know i can go on about this ryte?

Ok so that's enuff, now i'm fine & healthy and i'm gonna make sure i'm staying that way.

I came across this picture and i remember something that Blair once said in gossip girl season 1.

"We are the non-judging breakfast club"

If some of you guys watch Gossip Girl, they are the best of friends just that their friendship works differently. Despite this and that, they still there to listen and help each other through out. So i link this upper east side story back to my upper west side area. haha! I do have a "non-judging breakfast club friends".

Yes2, as you can see.. all this here are those that i share whatever that i wanna say and they never ever judge by that cause they know me better. And funny as all pics consist of Ritz.

Yes2, my bestie, Ritz. Some people actually have a different idea about us but honestly, we are just friends who share about our lifes and opinions. We dun giv any lies and bull, we were straight forward and honest and sumhow it doesnt cause any feelings hurt. He's the one i call when i'm lonely and down from my relationship or just to chill. We would sit in a cafe or bar or merely anywhere, with a fag and talk about basically anything!

He never judge me when i told him all about my life and whatever opinion i have. It's something that not everyone can do. And same goes to me too. I guess that's how our friendship grew. And fyi, no i don't have a crush on him and neither he have on me. Cause we knew each other too well to even think we were supposed to be a couple. or even a scandalous ties!! HAHA.. ain't that ryte? *winks*

I guess now as i grew older and we are both busy with our own world, it's hard for us to see each other anymore yet again to contact. I think you know it's what i want to do but what i'm hoping i could get.

So Ritz, if you're reading this, I miss you.

=(

Sick.

2008-10-29T13:48:00.000+08:00

I hate being sick.

Ugh.

My heart is beats for the one i love..

2008-10-24T08:39:00.000+08:00

Respira hondo, a pie por un tiempo si es necesario.
Si ambos de ustedes están destinados a estar juntos,
entonces las cosas van a mejorar pronto.
Por lo tanto, por ahora, respira ..

te quiero para siempre y nunca